The rumors of my death... oh fuck it, you heard it all before

[quixoticmonkey]

Hey, livejournal, what's up? How long's it been? About a year? More or less? Holdin' up well? Still sittin' around here with all my classic writings that represent a person who doesn't exist anymore and to whom I have no real emotional attachment and doubt if I ever did? Yeah, looks like. More things change, more they stay the same I guess

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[onevermind]

POST, dammit. YOU HAVE TALENT! I want to see more writing!

[quixoticmonkey]

That hot girl dancing there wouldn't be you by any chance, would it?

[onevermind]

hahahahahaha NO

That's Hilary Duff, teen queen fluff celebrity? I have her as my icon because I think it's humorous that she's trying to be ms. PUNK RAWK in that particular clip.

Write something

[quixoticmonkey]

Hilary Duff... wow..

There's nothing I can do at this point to dispel the idea of me being a pedophile... Thus I should probably embrace it.
Woot... Underage knickers and panties!!!!!!!!!111
WoooooooooooooooT!

Can I get off this idea now?
I apologize, you're someone I just don't feel the the need to expose to as dark of a side I could give.
That is to say whether or not I've show that side.
Mother of God.

I have no idea what you think of me nor do I have any idea whether there is potential here for any kind of relationship. Either way, I don't know you and you don't know me.

Hell, even if you read the myriad of posts I've put on this godforsaken journal I doubt you'd ever get a sense of that makes me tick.

I just... well... to be honest (and that's what we're going for, right?) I have no idea what else to say.
I mean, how intimate can one get in this sort of forum?

[onevermind]

hahahaha, you were drunk and sent me retarded IMs on your birthday. It was no big deal- I don't think badly of you for it. If that's what you're referring to; I really don't know.
If by "relationship" you mean friendship, sure, why not. Otherwise.....I have a boyfriend? And you're right, I don't know you, you don't know me, and we don't live near each other. But friendships I can use.
I have read many of your posts. You're a writer if I've ever seen one.

[quixoticmonkey]

Well, if that's not a little embarrassing... I didn't even know I had IM anymore. I never downloaded AIM the last time I reformatted. And that wasn't even my birthday either... but for all I remember of the 15th, it may as well been. I could have hit a wrinkle in time or something on my last trip back from the can up to the barstool.

Well, thanks for your support. Eventually it'll mean something, I'm fairly certain of that. And tell your boyfriend he's a lucky guy because some random psycho from across the globe is going all tenth commandment on his ass... or something like that. Seriously, it's a compliment... only covered in a sour candy shell that, due to some design flaw from the chemistry department of Ferrara Pan, will probably not sit well and may invariably induce equal ammounts of vomiting, diarrea, and/or pregnancy.

Heh, still think I'm a writer, Ms. Nevermind? I might agree with you one day, maybe then I'll follow up on that.
Until then, bottoms up.

[onevermind]

Ah. Well you said it was, I took your word; no matter, either way!

No worries. And for truth's sake, I now no longer have a boyfriend. What can I say, things move fast with me. :/ But I like the freedom of it.

Anyways, quit your bullshit and continue writing. You seem to be a natural, as far as I can tell.