it sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal.
Soooo I'm definitely just updating because I feel like I haven't updated in a while.
Not because I have anything totally awesome to say or anything.
Wait maybe I do. But it's not that completely awesome.
So I went to the Plymouth vs. Canton soccer game last night.
We were pretty evenly matched, but they scored a frickin crappy goal and won.
Stupid bastards.
Sorry Canton people. I just got really into it. And I have more friends on Plymouth soccer. And I go to Plymouth. So yeah. I was yelling and everything. You shoulda seen it.
Anyways, I've come to the conclusion that boys playing soccer are INSANELY HOTT.
No seriously. OK, another list.
1. The uniforms. Whoever said that men in uniform (any type) aren't hott has never seen a man in a uniform.
2. The looks of utter concentration and intensity on their faces. ::sigh::
3. Their mad skills. Yes, they have mad skills.
OK that's it.
And I'm not just saying that because liking a soccer boy is apparently the new trend.
I wonder how that came about...?
Alright, another thing.
Lately I've been feeling like I need someone to love. And someone to love me...and give me attention.
Also, lately I've been feeling like I need more atttention.
That's kinda weird, though, because we all know that I'm not quite the attention-grabbing type.
So back to the love thing.
I don't know if I want a certain someone, or just a someone in general...to cuddle with, hug, etc.
HAHAH funny story time.
Well it's not that funny actually.
Sorry to let you down there.
I was just thinking about this time where I was being pathetic and damsel-in-distress-y and Trinea was like, "No Brandi. You don't need a boyfriend. They're too much work. You should just get a friend with benefits." And then I was like, "Wow you are so right."
But that's just totally NOT me.
One day I was talking to Shelby about how one day in my life it would be cool to just let everything go and have a one night stand.
Now, I don't really think that would be cool.
Because it's pretty much impossible to let everything go, and so there's always going to be some emotion attached to whatever you do.
It's like being drunk. (Which I have never done, by the way)
You're always going to ask yourself, what did I do that night?
And you won't be able to remember.
And that's the scariest thing in the world to me.
I think my biggest fear is getting Alzheimer's.
Because not being able to recognize the people who love you, not knowing that you're loved or cared about, scares me SO much. At this point in my life, I can never imagine starting over.
♥ (you)
Not because I have anything totally awesome to say or anything.
Wait maybe I do. But it's not that completely awesome.
So I went to the Plymouth vs. Canton soccer game last night.
We were pretty evenly matched, but they scored a frickin crappy goal and won.
Stupid bastards.
Sorry Canton people. I just got really into it. And I have more friends on Plymouth soccer. And I go to Plymouth. So yeah. I was yelling and everything. You shoulda seen it.
Anyways, I've come to the conclusion that boys playing soccer are INSANELY HOTT.
No seriously. OK, another list.
1. The uniforms. Whoever said that men in uniform (any type) aren't hott has never seen a man in a uniform.
2. The looks of utter concentration and intensity on their faces. ::sigh::
3. Their mad skills. Yes, they have mad skills.
OK that's it.
And I'm not just saying that because liking a soccer boy is apparently the new trend.
I wonder how that came about...?
Alright, another thing.
Lately I've been feeling like I need someone to love. And someone to love me...and give me attention.
Also, lately I've been feeling like I need more atttention.
That's kinda weird, though, because we all know that I'm not quite the attention-grabbing type.
So back to the love thing.
I don't know if I want a certain someone, or just a someone in general...to cuddle with, hug, etc.
HAHAH funny story time.
Well it's not that funny actually.
Sorry to let you down there.
I was just thinking about this time where I was being pathetic and damsel-in-distress-y and Trinea was like, "No Brandi. You don't need a boyfriend. They're too much work. You should just get a friend with benefits." And then I was like, "Wow you are so right."
But that's just totally NOT me.
One day I was talking to Shelby about how one day in my life it would be cool to just let everything go and have a one night stand.
Now, I don't really think that would be cool.
Because it's pretty much impossible to let everything go, and so there's always going to be some emotion attached to whatever you do.
It's like being drunk. (Which I have never done, by the way)
You're always going to ask yourself, what did I do that night?
And you won't be able to remember.
And that's the scariest thing in the world to me.
I think my biggest fear is getting Alzheimer's.
Because not being able to recognize the people who love you, not knowing that you're loved or cared about, scares me SO much. At this point in my life, I can never imagine starting over.
♥ (you)