You are not what you do
Why do I do this to myself? Tomorrow is my Chinese A level exams and I'm here at the computer - not studying. This is a terrible nightmare and even though I know its my fault I wish I had something else to blame. I know I keep saying that it doesn't matter, that I've always been bad at it, that I have everything else to pull my grades up, but honestly I wish I didn't have to count on everything else.
I am so unprepared it terrifies me. Its taken some miracle work to get my biology from a U to a B in about 2 months, but thats hardly the point is it. It only matters when it counts, which would be Next Week.
I hate everything, I hate school.
Wish me luck for tomorrow(and friday, and next wednesday and the 20th) I hope I don't ruin my life.