Jan 31, 2005 02:37
It seems like the only thing i've seen an anyones journal lately is angst frustration and dischord... I wish i could make you all happy and not have to feel any of that crap ever again..
To the two of you who have casually mused threatening your life.. Don't go there... trust me not much satifactions can be found on that path.. ecspecially if you succeed and then fail because you were revived...
you only wake up pissed at the people who are trying to help you and love you... And DO NOT give me that bullshit about noone loves you or cares... cuz if that was true i would never had taken an intrest in your lives in the first place...
To the one who recently lost her job... i'm sorry.. but atleast they fucked up.. now you get unemploymest for 6 months.. hehehe.. they should have waited you out... march would have ment no unemployment
The one who's having serious angst issues in concern with undying love.. I am very sorry i put you in that perdicament.. but There honestly is no way for me to patch things up and make everything better, you're hurting right now and feel you're setting yourself up.. but you are also clinging to the sound of my voice. and i cannot call you nearly as often as you would like.. I just can't.. and do not try and tell me i'm over working myself cuz i can function just fine..
To another who has recently turned boys into men.. I love the fact that you were such a good sport about it all... and the pictures were hilarious..
To the one who recently went to my home town.. I am SOOOOO jealouse.... damnit.. but i'll live...
To my darling goddess of all that is leggy and stuff.. I loves you and misses the you ery much..
And Maki... No going asexual.. not nearly as fun as suffering now so you can have fun later.. btw congrads on the job..
Speaking of job i'm late getting back from lunch so i love you all and i miss you even more..
Oh a special mention to Krystle and Ken.. You guys soo rock..
Brandon sorry you're having a rough time..
and Crystal... Hang tough chicke.. if you feel you need to be confrontation the do it with the gusto i know you can have..
Buh bye ppl...and rememebr i READ ALL of your post.. i just nevr have any real time to comment..