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a declaration of love was meant to be read by all anonymous January 18 2005, 19:03:18 UTC
that letter was a declaration of undying love. as cleche as it may have sounded, it was a result of being true to myself and "being the hopeless romantic and the modern day romeo that i used to be so proud of being". yes i did tell her that i wanted no one to read it, and yes i did tell her that no one could know about it. and the honest reason that i did tell her to post it was not to irritate her present young man, not at all. i simply wanted everyone that i could to know how i feel about this gorgeous young lady. i think that it may have made a lot of ppl jealous on the inside to say the least, but thats just conjecture. yes, i know it was corny, yes i know that it was cleche, but that is besides the point. i poured my heart and soul into that letter(btw i should probly state that i never write letters, i havent since high school. let alone spending two weeks trying to make one perfect), and i really dont give a damn about what anyone thinks of me or it. i love this woman whether or not she loves me. and to me thats all that matters.

Love forever and always:
Ducky

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all quixotic_poison January 19 2005, 13:37:49 UTC
First of all since when have i EVER chewed someone up and spit them out? Second while yes the letter may be a bit corny, think for one second about the person to whom he's writing this letter to... I LOVE corny stuff, and the mythological/ astrological reference to Andromeda and Perseus happens to be right up my ally... By him putting that stuff in the letter, it showed me that he actually payed attention to me in high school, and my still very profound appitite for that genre of life... not to mention that while he got a couple of details wrong in the letter, it shows that he really poured over this letter for some time... He's not the most articulae person in the world and were you to ask him, he'd freely admit it...
four years ago, had circumstances been different he probably would never had pushed my away to the point where i got up and walked away. (though it's really not the point)
I love the fact that he has grown up enough to admit that things went wrong. A lot of guy won't

So yes he's a bit over the top. But hey that's all part of the charm, because he actually feels as over the top as he sounds... so its charming because it's genuine, if it wasn't i would've cut him off at the ankles.

I will not accept insincerity.

So yeah

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all girliespeedrace January 19 2005, 15:38:24 UTC
chewed someone up & spit them out? think Rito... not only was he older & more experienced than you he was also candace's ex (for shame).... but I'm not mad at ya...

Anyways do I happen to know this starstruck gentleman? thinking of people pushing you away 4 years ago I'm thinking Leon... if it's him then I take back any and all mean things I've said and I would kill you if you didn't marry him and make nookie so there'd be more beautiful munchkins in the family... (hahahaha! j/k...or am I?)

Anyways gotta run to work, only got one job but they work me like it's two... lol!

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all quixotic_poison January 20 2005, 10:41:00 UTC
oh don't even GO THERE with
the Rito thing...

ALL OF YOU were on my ass about that... I couldn't even see him without you ALL giving me hell... I broke up with him and regretted it every second.. Rito is a very sore subject and i did that UPON THE INSISTANCE of my SIBLINGS (yes plural) and PARENTS!

Don't go there with me... (And yes THAT is a REALLY sore subject with me...)

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all girliespeedrace January 21 2005, 04:33:14 UTC
I didn't even know you were dating him until AFTER your relationship was over, and only because he came by the house crying, so don'[t say that I told you to break up with him, because I couldn't have if I never knew that you guys were going out THANKYOUVERYMUCKINFUCH...

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all quixotic_poison January 21 2005, 22:17:16 UTC
he came by the house crying? AND SINCE WHEN DID ANYONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS!!!! and you are so full of shit about not knowing.. everyone knew LONG before him and i were over.. on't start that shit with me.. even if that crap wasn't importnat enough for you guys to rememebr it is/ws to me.. i don't think i'll forget much about that entire situation.. not even if i tried ( cuz trst me i have)

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all girliespeedrace January 19 2005, 15:40:40 UTC
deleted my post because loverboy couldn't handle it? hmm... sad....... so sad

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all quixotic_poison January 20 2005, 10:41:53 UTC
what i didn't delete anything.. you weirdo :)

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all girliespeedrace January 21 2005, 04:34:02 UTC
hmm, the page says deleted post, right above where your reply was

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all quixotic_poison January 21 2005, 22:18:19 UTC
i'm confused

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all anonymous January 20 2005, 01:15:17 UTC
thank you. that really means a lot to me. it makes me feel a little better now that i know that i havent completely made a fool of myself(even though it doesnt matter to me even if i did. its just nice to know that i dont have to swallow any pride). its much appreciated.

Yours forever:
Ducky

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Re: a declaration of love was meant to be read by all girliespeedrace January 19 2005, 02:25:35 UTC
You poor poor bastard... (and I mean that with all due sympathy)

If I know anything about this young lady (and I do, more than some people less than some people) she'll chew you up & spit you out like the piece of sap you are.

The letter is cute, and sorry to step on your feelings but I've been in the position (once or twice) of having someone and then having someone else send a letter such as yours, I can look back and analyze it all now...

Your heart swells for the naivete of the misguided writer, for a while you might even imagine a possibility of great romance and passion between the two of you, but in the end you know in your heart you'll end up with the one you were in love with in the first place, even if you don't you'll end up with someone so much like them that it doesn't matter because your wayward Romeo still never had a chance.

Honey, be happy that you committed to putting your heart on a page, and spent the time trying to perfect it (which from the spelling on your post I'll assume it didn't come out as perfect as it could have with a few more english classes) be glad that at least for now she loves you as a friend and chalk it up to one of those experiences to look back at in oh, about 5-10 years and giggle for nostalgia's sake.

Call me jaded, I don't care... it might even be true. I've had grand passions... girlish flirtations... and hard, brutal, wonderful true love...

Find another girl, one who will be free to immerse herself in your kind of romantic gestures... but a letter like this, to a girl like this is like giving the answers to a 10th grade geometry quiz to Einstein, uneccesary & redundant. You're way out of your league in the love department with this one.

Sorry to burst your bubble.

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