hello hello, 'ello
So i just got finished witht he first day of dispatch class... Cafeteria food ish very good...
Anyways.... My house almost caught fire last night...fun fun... i was trying to sleep and then my mom's girlfriend briskly walks into my room telling me to put on my shoes, she was lucky i had been too tired to put on my pj's... so i was still wearing street clothes... At first i thought that something was wrong with my mom. Nope... Aparently the neighbors behind us has something burning in thier trash can and didn't know it... The alley that separeates them from us is less than 15 feet wide, so fire bad and can spread quickly.... and guess what if it would have burned the garage down and touched the house... my room and the breakfast nook would have been toast. Bastages...
Aside from that went to tour the town with a friend.... Learned the joys of a mesquite chicken sandwich on wheat from Quizno's... (*drools at the thought of the sandwhich*) Live it, learn it love it people....
Also looking to get out a bit more, seems kind of silly to attach myself to a house that can go up in smoke at anytime because of someone else's stupid ass.... It seems that wenever something is going right, somehting else tries to make it all wrong... I thought it would be different here.. but i guess not...
I know i know, crazy talk, but what the fuck ever. I didn't ask for your opinion. If everything in my life wants to go to hell in a hand basket then fuck it all... I'll do what i want, when i want, and with whom i choose.
And noone's gonna tell me any different.
Nowhere is safe, so don't even start that bullshit. And if you feel an Intervention coming on, then you better squash it cuz i seriously doubt you'll like me when i'm pissy... So let it pass, and just keep your "I'll save you" bullshit to yourself...
In other news I may take my happy ass to sacramento in a couple of weeks... but only for the weekend. And that's only a MAYBE. If I do then yay if not, whatever.
and now i feel pressured to keep a promise... damnit.. But If i keep the promise i hurt the person that i made it too.... If I brake the promise, the person i made it too looks like a total ass and would feel worse... what kind of bullshite is this, and how did i get stuck in the middle of it.
Well atleast I'll have more fun if i keep it, than if i break it... so whos best intrest was this promise made in? cuz i never minded the issue which is why i made the promise, actually i minded the fun more than i minded the woe... hmm how backwards is that?...
Sad but true...I think my priorities need to be re-evaluated. Fun should be a priority at this point in my life... Really it should. I mean, I'm young, unmarried, no kids, not much in the way of bills.... I should go to Spain... heheh yesh, i shall go to spain and have a wonderful time.. Just as soon as i have vacation time (which shall be soon).
And I'm going shopping... That's right.. I'm goign to by boots skirts and club gear... Going to clubs shall be a regular part of my scheduled program, and after tax season, France. Yesssss
I think i've done enough plotting and planning for the week... Although there still is the question of hanging out with people outside of work, cuz partying out on the town is all fine and good, but doing it with more than one person is even better... And preferably ones that won't be trying to fuck me at every turn.. Cuz sooo not on duty... My list of priorites has just officially been rearranged....
Just as soon as I take care of te posters for my room and get that Apothacary's chest.... (drools over the apothacary's chest)
but yes.. Fun.. i shall have it... yeppers that i shall....
Anyways.... My house almost caught fire last night...fun fun... i was trying to sleep and then my mom's girlfriend briskly walks into my room telling me to put on my shoes, she was lucky i had been too tired to put on my pj's... so i was still wearing street clothes... At first i thought that something was wrong with my mom. Nope... Aparently the neighbors behind us has something burning in thier trash can and didn't know it... The alley that separeates them from us is less than 15 feet wide, so fire bad and can spread quickly.... and guess what if it would have burned the garage down and touched the house... my room and the breakfast nook would have been toast. Bastages...
Aside from that went to tour the town with a friend.... Learned the joys of a mesquite chicken sandwich on wheat from Quizno's... (*drools at the thought of the sandwhich*) Live it, learn it love it people....
Also looking to get out a bit more, seems kind of silly to attach myself to a house that can go up in smoke at anytime because of someone else's stupid ass.... It seems that wenever something is going right, somehting else tries to make it all wrong... I thought it would be different here.. but i guess not...
I know i know, crazy talk, but what the fuck ever. I didn't ask for your opinion. If everything in my life wants to go to hell in a hand basket then fuck it all... I'll do what i want, when i want, and with whom i choose.
And noone's gonna tell me any different.
Nowhere is safe, so don't even start that bullshit. And if you feel an Intervention coming on, then you better squash it cuz i seriously doubt you'll like me when i'm pissy... So let it pass, and just keep your "I'll save you" bullshit to yourself...
In other news I may take my happy ass to sacramento in a couple of weeks... but only for the weekend. And that's only a MAYBE. If I do then yay if not, whatever.
and now i feel pressured to keep a promise... damnit.. But If i keep the promise i hurt the person that i made it too.... If I brake the promise, the person i made it too looks like a total ass and would feel worse... what kind of bullshite is this, and how did i get stuck in the middle of it.
Well atleast I'll have more fun if i keep it, than if i break it... so whos best intrest was this promise made in? cuz i never minded the issue which is why i made the promise, actually i minded the fun more than i minded the woe... hmm how backwards is that?...
Sad but true...I think my priorities need to be re-evaluated. Fun should be a priority at this point in my life... Really it should. I mean, I'm young, unmarried, no kids, not much in the way of bills.... I should go to Spain... heheh yesh, i shall go to spain and have a wonderful time.. Just as soon as i have vacation time (which shall be soon).
And I'm going shopping... That's right.. I'm goign to by boots skirts and club gear... Going to clubs shall be a regular part of my scheduled program, and after tax season, France. Yesssss
I think i've done enough plotting and planning for the week... Although there still is the question of hanging out with people outside of work, cuz partying out on the town is all fine and good, but doing it with more than one person is even better... And preferably ones that won't be trying to fuck me at every turn.. Cuz sooo not on duty... My list of priorites has just officially been rearranged....
Just as soon as I take care of te posters for my room and get that Apothacary's chest.... (drools over the apothacary's chest)
but yes.. Fun.. i shall have it... yeppers that i shall....