No one wants me.

Sep 30, 2008 17:41

So, I've been trying to stay away from here, but I just can't do it. I went through the process of creating a Blogger and set it up and everything, but I can't bring myself to make the final switch. I've just had my LiveJournal for so long and... *sigh* So I decided I'll write all of the stupid, silly girly entries about my life in here (which is like 95% of them) and then if I ever have something to say that I think is profound (which is rare) I'll write it in my Blogger. Blogger is kind of neat though, because you sign up for one account and can have multiple blogs. I made a blog for my dreams too - heh.

Anyways, on to why I currently have the urge to write in here. I got a text today from Sara that reads as follows: "Hey! Mona and i have been talking and we both have several exams and quizzes the week after you visit. So i don't know if you still want to come because we're both just going to be studying that weekend."

...a.k.a. "Don't come."

I don't know what to think. I mean, I'm obviously not going now. I just don't like the way she said it. First of all, it's a text message. You couldn't call to tell me? Secondly, the way it's written it's like I still have a choice about whether I want to go or not, but it's clear that neither of them actually wants me to come. Thirdly, I talked to Mona on the phone last weekend and she told me how she checked all of her syllabi and didn't have anything the week after I would be coming, everything was the week before, so it would be the perfect time for me to come. So, I don't know, maybe she had an exam moved, but several? I feel like something came up for one or both of them and they would rather do whatever those plans are. Which is EXACTLY what Mansha did to Mona. So, excuse me, but WHAT THE FUCK. I mean, I don't know for sure that's what's happening, but I don't know why else they wouldn't want me to come. I think the whole 'several exams and quizzes' excuse is bullshit though. I know it's bullshit for Mona, at least. (I would say I have a Facebook message to prove it, but I deleted my Facebook.) Sara might have exams, I don't know, I haven't talked to her about it. But I feel like if that were the case she would have let me know like, sooner. They've known I was planning on coming for a while now. I was going to buy my bus ticket this week, too... Ugh. I feel so shitty.
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