Jan 24, 2005 13:40
hey...
im in science class again.. last day of research.. right now we are putting it on powerpoint.. so im doing nuthing.. woopi
today after school is our nd try to having a GSA meeting.. all our old memebers now go to CORAL GLADES so that sucks!!! oh well im gunna be optimistic about today...
i feel so sick.. my stomach is killing me.. i cant even sit still..stand up.. or lay down.. WTF i wanna go home BUT i cant bc of the stupid meeting. oh well
iv been so confused lately bc i really like these 3 people.. n i keep stting myself up with other people and going on dates for i cant be with either one of the original 3.. but while im on a date all i think about is how i dontwant to be there.. but want to be with one of the 3.. how awful. i cant be happy till i have one of them.. and how weird is it that there r 3?? 2 of them i will never be able to have.. the other is im to chicken shit to ask them out or toi see if they even like me past a friend so thats why im stuck.. -sigh-
-everything will work out int he end.. it has to