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[quixotic_lover]

there is something deep that is inside my skin
its killing me slowly from deep within
 it swallows my dreams and feasts on my lies
its bigger then me, and wetter then my cries
 i feel it day in and day out
when awake and asleep
it cant be penitrated, its dug its self deep
it takes me over when i'm not at my best
it rips through my body and rips open my chest
it's liek a demon within that i cannot name
it shuts me down, and makes me weak, i feel only shame
but there is no demon im the one to blame
it coems and it goes, along with my mood
im stripped of my dignity, left in the world nude
i can only breathe in , and let it swell
huddle into myself and form a shell
im not myself when it's loose on the prowl
its cold and heartless, vouger and fowl
there is something deep that is inside my skin
its killing me slowly from deep within

-J.Kushner