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Have completed my morning therapy assignment. I must repeat to myself in the morning, at night before bed, and anytime I light a cigarette or experience the raise of anxiety, that, "I am loved, I am loved, I am loved." Sounds silly, but this is Tali's way of forming a new track in my brain, so that rather than demeaning myself in my head constantly, battering my already wounded sense of self-worth, I will begin to relax and except that I am loved regardles, I am worthy, etc and all that bullshit.
Chad laughed. He said, "You loved by what?"
"Shuttup. I am fucking loved. I am loved by people I know, my children, the infinite loving fucking universe, so don't reign on my parade asshole." And into peels of giggles I go.
Am going to the auto auction this weekend to buy a car. For me. Yes, I will have my very own car. I can picture it now: some ugly, outdated, hulk of a mom's car that still miraculously gets me great gas mileage.
Bush has a 33% approval rating. Thank the Gods that people in this country are starting to get a fucking clue. Now what's wrong with the rest of them? Silly question. A friend of mine is one of them. And because she is generally an intelligent girl, this baffles the hell out of me. But I think what's going on with the rest of the people, my friend included, is that they just don't want to admit they were wrong. But the thing is, this is where he's at with a year and a half to go in his term, since no one will impeach the bastard. Think of all the more asinine things he will likely do in that period. How did so many overlook that any business this guy had ever run was a complete failure? So let's give the incompetent mop a Superpower to run?
November, hurry.
In blood w/luv,
qj
Chad laughed. He said, "You loved by what?"
"Shuttup. I am fucking loved. I am loved by people I know, my children, the infinite loving fucking universe, so don't reign on my parade asshole." And into peels of giggles I go.
Am going to the auto auction this weekend to buy a car. For me. Yes, I will have my very own car. I can picture it now: some ugly, outdated, hulk of a mom's car that still miraculously gets me great gas mileage.
Bush has a 33% approval rating. Thank the Gods that people in this country are starting to get a fucking clue. Now what's wrong with the rest of them? Silly question. A friend of mine is one of them. And because she is generally an intelligent girl, this baffles the hell out of me. But I think what's going on with the rest of the people, my friend included, is that they just don't want to admit they were wrong. But the thing is, this is where he's at with a year and a half to go in his term, since no one will impeach the bastard. Think of all the more asinine things he will likely do in that period. How did so many overlook that any business this guy had ever run was a complete failure? So let's give the incompetent mop a Superpower to run?
November, hurry.
In blood w/luv,
qj