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as usual, now that the weekend's over, part of me wishes I'd finished more work over the last two days.
but the other part of me says "hey, you're feeling a lot better now. you needed that break. and somehow it will all get done." it will.
last night, havdallah. connection. love.
i'm not quite sure i can describe what it feels like to announce "oh and for those of you who don't know, i got my rejection from davis. i'll be here next year" and get uproarious applause and cheering. man. if that rejection letter means another couple years of havdallahs and long conversations, cuddling and giggling and cooking together, well...i think i can handle that. thanks to all of you who responded with love as well. it feels good to feel so wanted and warm here.
but the other part of me says "hey, you're feeling a lot better now. you needed that break. and somehow it will all get done." it will.
last night, havdallah. connection. love.
i'm not quite sure i can describe what it feels like to announce "oh and for those of you who don't know, i got my rejection from davis. i'll be here next year" and get uproarious applause and cheering. man. if that rejection letter means another couple years of havdallahs and long conversations, cuddling and giggling and cooking together, well...i think i can handle that. thanks to all of you who responded with love as well. it feels good to feel so wanted and warm here.