Oct 21, 2009 20:27
Breathe in, breathe out, survive.
That's it. Time is FLYING by; unfortunately the best way I'm realizing this is minor Facebook stalking and everyone I know who "just had a baby" already have one and two month olds. There's a bush outside of my window that actually must apparently be a tree, because its leaves are orange and red. I'm glad that it's back to 50 and 60 degree weather and the snow was just a phase. I actually like the fall when it happens.
Today was really good, if I ignore the fact that I have a mechanics midterm tomorrow. And physics homework due. I was exhausted this morning. I didn't go to bed TOO late, but couldn't fall asleep. Dan was being so so so cuddley. He was half asleep during most of it, but conscious enough to know what he was doing. Little things like that make me question how I can ever question leaving him (physically or other wise). I checked my e-mail around 8:50, right before I got dressed and left, and saw that my first class was canceled. Linear algebra is two hours long; perfect. I went back to bed, actually fell asleep, and woke up rested. Eventually leave for school and completely understand physics. Finish the quiz in about 45 seconds. Head to calculus; get what's going on there and presumably ace that quiz as well. Get to physics lab. It's tedious just like the others this semester but easy and we managed to finish in two hours, as opposed to the three hours the other labs have taken (and other people said this one took just as long).
AND. AND THIS PART IS HUGE. Dan came home and said he'd consider the name Nolan. He says it's not a yes, but it's gone from a definite no to something that would be considered. I asked what he'd want for a girl and he said Scarlett. That's what I would say too. How the fuck do we have the same girl name but he can't stand Nolan? Whatever. I win. Obviously I am pumped and wish I could have a baby right this second so he doesn't change his mind.
The lady from UWashington hasn't e-mailed me back, yet. Maybe it's a sign. Things will work themselves out. They always do.