love, tribulations, and lies....
Well the weekend was nothing short of amazing. Even though there were many hours worked it paid off on saturday night. Running around like children in the rain shooting eachother with foam bazooka's is definitely something that everyone should do. but only when your drunk. Everything after that was truely wonderful. all the things said and the things done were things that are still tickling my heart and mind to this day.
Sunday morning was a bit rough but nothing that wasn't too bad to handle. I just know that i am needed and am actually responding to it. usually when i know i'm needed i tend to run and hide, now that i've learned a lot about life and love i realize i am willing to do what i've gotta do to make it work.
Lies, deciete, and stories are the things that i will not tolerate. When you can lie to someone's face without feeling any guilt you know you have a problem. after the first time, i gave you a second chance, thanks for proving to me that the second chance was worth nothing but heartache. it makes me hate you so much because i realize what your trying to do. you make me look like a fool and feel like shit without even being around. the trust issue has always been a problem with me, now that i thought i could try to trust again you bring me back to the realization that nobody can be trusted. not even someone so close. there will no longer be any trust for you. there are no more chances in my heart for you. you've lost what you once had, which is something dear to me.
Sunday morning was a bit rough but nothing that wasn't too bad to handle. I just know that i am needed and am actually responding to it. usually when i know i'm needed i tend to run and hide, now that i've learned a lot about life and love i realize i am willing to do what i've gotta do to make it work.
Lies, deciete, and stories are the things that i will not tolerate. When you can lie to someone's face without feeling any guilt you know you have a problem. after the first time, i gave you a second chance, thanks for proving to me that the second chance was worth nothing but heartache. it makes me hate you so much because i realize what your trying to do. you make me look like a fool and feel like shit without even being around. the trust issue has always been a problem with me, now that i thought i could try to trust again you bring me back to the realization that nobody can be trusted. not even someone so close. there will no longer be any trust for you. there are no more chances in my heart for you. you've lost what you once had, which is something dear to me.