walk through the treterous waters
i don't even know where to start on this. basically all of my luck has gone down the drain and i'm about ready to just throw in the towl on life. yes i realize that shit happens and it will all blow over but from the looks of it the way things are going here in dandy georgia i'm stuck. stupid bitches do nothing but bring me and dani down. i'm fucking tired of not being able to get a car yet. i'm fucking tired of hearing shit being said about drama that doesn't involve me. i'm tired of mother's bitching constantly about shit that is petty. i'm fuckin sick to my stomach of where my mind is taking me. this is a place i haven't been in such a long time but for some reason it seems comforting. i won't deny the fact that earlier today i almost did something extremly stupid but the one thing that kept me from doing it was the fact that i would leave the best person alive to worry about where i was and what had happened. the only strength i have is through her. i hate the fact that i'm so weak but through her i feel like i can wait to give up on shit. zoloft and other pills are a must right now but they are unfortunately miles away along with a house full of cats that must feel abandoned. momo's is not going anywhere even though everyone wants her gone. fuck that, fuck them. i fucking hate it when people try to tell us what the fuck to do when it's not their fucking life. i'm fucking done with all of this bullshit. get us a car, say our fuck you's and move the fuck on. I FUCKING HATE GEORGIA