Winds of change blowing on my shoulder...
Procrastination season has begun! I managed to get nothing done tonight, despite being by myself.
Which brings me to my new list of goals.
1. Stop wasting time with useless things such as television and surfing the web.
2. Start caring about grades. Never in my life have I ever given something my all. On some level, my slacker front is hiding a fear of failure. I've always been able to dismiss bad grades and failed dreams because I never really tried. If I truly gave it my all, there would be nothing left to hide behind and that scares me.
3. Get back into shape.
I guess this means forming some sort of regular exercise regimen and... I say this reluctantly... giving up many of the sweets that I eat every day. This also scares me =)
4. Apply for summer jobs in my field, despite my fear that they will look at my transcripts and laugh.
5. Stay organized. This may be my loftiest goal yet.
6. To not be such a hermit this semester. While I'm at home not cleaning and not working, I'm also passing up fun activities with friends. Life is not school. School is not life.
Oh and in other news, I dyed my bangs bright turquoise. I like it, but I think I'd like it better if my hair was dark and not light blond. I feel the winds of change approach...
Which brings me to my new list of goals.
1. Stop wasting time with useless things such as television and surfing the web.
2. Start caring about grades. Never in my life have I ever given something my all. On some level, my slacker front is hiding a fear of failure. I've always been able to dismiss bad grades and failed dreams because I never really tried. If I truly gave it my all, there would be nothing left to hide behind and that scares me.
3. Get back into shape.
I guess this means forming some sort of regular exercise regimen and... I say this reluctantly... giving up many of the sweets that I eat every day. This also scares me =)
4. Apply for summer jobs in my field, despite my fear that they will look at my transcripts and laugh.
5. Stay organized. This may be my loftiest goal yet.
6. To not be such a hermit this semester. While I'm at home not cleaning and not working, I'm also passing up fun activities with friends. Life is not school. School is not life.
Oh and in other news, I dyed my bangs bright turquoise. I like it, but I think I'd like it better if my hair was dark and not light blond. I feel the winds of change approach...