I'm sorry..
We've split up, thanks to me. What I didn't know is that you DO love me, that you love me so much.
I am really down for the lost moments and love, but mostly for upsetting you so much. I never meant for us to be this way.
Really it's not the other person, it has nothing to do with them. They were just a catalyst for the inevitable. That argument the other week where you broke my heart and I couldn't put it back together again. Where I asked if you loved me and you didn't know, and then the next morning when I desperately pleaded with you to help me sort it out and you just wanted to leave it be.
I tried to tell you through my tears that if we didn't sort it out that my heart would break. That my usually unlimited patience had finally almost depleted. That the unbreakable glass of my love had cracks in it and was about to shatter.
You never wanted to talk, until last night when I told you that I just didn't love you in that same way anymore. I don't know what I feel for you. You're the closest to my heart still, and I believe that we could mend this still, we really could. I just don't know how.
I feel so mean and selfish, I really don't want to be. I never want to hurt or upset you, but at the same time I don't want to go on crying behind closed doors and wondering if I'm loved as I have been doing for the past few months.
I don't know what to do. I feel so alone, and now I know that you love me it makes it tens times worse because I want to make us work. Only if we get back together now, I know that this is liable to all happen again.
I need to feel safe and loved and happy, and I want so much for that to be with you, but can it be? Please let me know if it can.
I think I might need to move away for my happiness' sake, but would you go with me? I don't want to change you or alter your life for my gains, because I truly care for you. However I know in my heart that I can't carry on where or how I am now.
Perhaps that means that we can't be together, that our paths are different. But if you want to try to make them meet, I want to try too.
I never thought that my love would fade either, but I suppose it has been coming for awhile. Something needs to change, I just hope that we can both be happy through it all, together or not.
I'm sorry.
I am really down for the lost moments and love, but mostly for upsetting you so much. I never meant for us to be this way.
Really it's not the other person, it has nothing to do with them. They were just a catalyst for the inevitable. That argument the other week where you broke my heart and I couldn't put it back together again. Where I asked if you loved me and you didn't know, and then the next morning when I desperately pleaded with you to help me sort it out and you just wanted to leave it be.
I tried to tell you through my tears that if we didn't sort it out that my heart would break. That my usually unlimited patience had finally almost depleted. That the unbreakable glass of my love had cracks in it and was about to shatter.
You never wanted to talk, until last night when I told you that I just didn't love you in that same way anymore. I don't know what I feel for you. You're the closest to my heart still, and I believe that we could mend this still, we really could. I just don't know how.
I feel so mean and selfish, I really don't want to be. I never want to hurt or upset you, but at the same time I don't want to go on crying behind closed doors and wondering if I'm loved as I have been doing for the past few months.
I don't know what to do. I feel so alone, and now I know that you love me it makes it tens times worse because I want to make us work. Only if we get back together now, I know that this is liable to all happen again.
I need to feel safe and loved and happy, and I want so much for that to be with you, but can it be? Please let me know if it can.
I think I might need to move away for my happiness' sake, but would you go with me? I don't want to change you or alter your life for my gains, because I truly care for you. However I know in my heart that I can't carry on where or how I am now.
Perhaps that means that we can't be together, that our paths are different. But if you want to try to make them meet, I want to try too.
I never thought that my love would fade either, but I suppose it has been coming for awhile. Something needs to change, I just hope that we can both be happy through it all, together or not.
I'm sorry.