May 01, 2005 22:29
well, it feels like its almost been an enternity since the last time i slept in my bed.
but at the same time, my visit seemed to fly by. i love it here. i adore being in the comfort of my beautiful mother's presence. i just wish i could spend more quality time with one of the people that created me. my dad always tells me that i was a loooooooove baby. hahahh... that grosses me out man, but makes me so thankful that i was meant to be born into this world. i can see why my dad still loves my mom. i wish i could wave a magical wand around and change everything. change everything so they could be together again... and go back to when times were rough, and make it alright. but, i certainly cant. who knows though. i've always been a believer in destiny. who knows.
i must say, that this trip has changed me.
i have a clear mind.. ready to take on anything.
i feel stronger. ive always been a lover,
but now i have a passion that cant be broken.
i love my family so much. god, i am so thankful.