{trip to Louisville was unsatisfying}
The trip was ok. It wasn't what I expected exactly. I didn't see Elysia, Michelle or Spam. Anyway, I work 4 more days and then I go back to Louisville for 3 more days. I'm pretty excited, although I'm not sure why. I spent the whole time with Derek. Thank God for Derek. We went to the waterfront and took pictures and played on the new playground. It was at night and so pretty.
I got to see Aaron! We ate supper together the other night. I think that I made his fiancee` mad . It probably was a bit strange. Some girl she's never met before comes into town to have dinner with her future husband. But I really wanted to meet her too. She was across town and couldn't come. I have to RSVP her by email-about the wedding-I may apologize too.
I got a filter for Speedy's tank. I think it may be too big for him. It sucks up his worms! So, I may have to turn it off for like an hour a day so he can eat and then turn it back on. Anyway, tank is cleaner and it eliminates the diseases associated with turtles.
I wish that I could say that Brandon didn't call all weekend because he didn't get my letter. Adam and Wade said that boys hardly check their mail. But I doubt it. I think he is just being himself, I suppose.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day
I got to see Aaron! We ate supper together the other night. I think that I made his fiancee` mad . It probably was a bit strange. Some girl she's never met before comes into town to have dinner with her future husband. But I really wanted to meet her too. She was across town and couldn't come. I have to RSVP her by email-about the wedding-I may apologize too.
I got a filter for Speedy's tank. I think it may be too big for him. It sucks up his worms! So, I may have to turn it off for like an hour a day so he can eat and then turn it back on. Anyway, tank is cleaner and it eliminates the diseases associated with turtles.
I wish that I could say that Brandon didn't call all weekend because he didn't get my letter. Adam and Wade said that boys hardly check their mail. But I doubt it. I think he is just being himself, I suppose.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day