The key is turned and the door is open.
Sometimes I wonder how exactly I got so wierd. I can't remember a exact moment when it happened. I am thinking that I am just mentally messed up...there is a chemical imbalance or something going on in my mind.I cannot seem to be able to take a rest from thinking every moment of the day...I really would like a break cause I am starting to feel a bit burned out.
I don't know how exactly to explain my moods, my thoughts, my feelings and my erratic behaviours to Jon except to tell him they are'nt going away and for the most part they have nothing to do with him.
I can be so frustrating.
I don't know how exactly to explain my moods, my thoughts, my feelings and my erratic behaviours to Jon except to tell him they are'nt going away and for the most part they have nothing to do with him.
I can be so frustrating.