can't think of a title...
but I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for caring so much after my last post. I'm ok now. Well, sort of. I'll never stop missing Gordon. In a family that makes Eastenders seem entirely normal, he was the one person who cared and loved and looked after everyone, despite hw strained family relations got. He looked after me when I was really depressed, and bought me sheet music for my oboe, and read me stories, and taught me how to climb trees, and...well, yeah. I do so mss him. But I don't wantto hide under the duvet and cry so much anymore, so this, I feel, is progress!
Aside from that, spent yesterday at a Brownie cooking day. There's something unnatural about spending the day with over 50 small creatures in yellow, but it was fun. None of our bloody lot turned up, despite having paid and booked, and some o them didn't even let us know, so they will hear ALL ABOUT wasting finalists time on tues. Although Laura and I had a good time anyway!
Aside from that, spent yesterday at a Brownie cooking day. There's something unnatural about spending the day with over 50 small creatures in yellow, but it was fun. None of our bloody lot turned up, despite having paid and booked, and some o them didn't even let us know, so they will hear ALL ABOUT wasting finalists time on tues. Although Laura and I had a good time anyway!