Glee S03E06

Nov 16, 2011 17:10

I've been sitting on the bathroom floor and in front of the open toilet in case I actually do throw up from crying too hard.

I am so terrified now.

This episode brought back way too many feelings that I tried to forget about and multiplied them a thousand times.

And if you think that what Finn did was justified, fuck you. I pity you. It's gotten to the point that whenever I see Finn's face, my fist automatically clenches and the urge to throw it against the nearest solid object becomes a slight bit overwhelming.

And just for the record, not wanting to come out of the closet doesn't make you a coward. It must be so nice to live as a heterosexual white boy. So you know, what Santana did was wrong, but there is a line. And you fucking crossed it. No matter what she said, what you did is a million times worse. You. Do. Not. Out. Someone. Like. That. You do not understand how much hurt you have caused. You do not understand how much courage it takes to admit it to yourself, let alone other people. It took me five years to accept it, but I am far from being at peace with it.

So just fuck you, and I hope that Santana never forgives you.

And thanks for calling me a coward.

Fuck, I don't even have Mass Effect or Dragon Age to numb all these emotions.

glee, musings

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