Apr 08, 2004 01:43
Defeat is demoralizing.
I am a cry baby.
However, I am only a cry baby when I have been shown how unskilled I am.
It truly sucks, drunk or sober, when you are shown your place to be an inferior one.
I don't want to believe that I am sub-par.
Do you know what I want to believe? Heh, I can't trust you.
The truth might encourage you laugh, sigh, or accept me.
However, that is a long ways away.