its just a matter of time before we're all found out
i must say that was a very good cover up.....you refuse to let yourself feel the good bc you would rather not be disappointed when that good feeling goes away later and it leaves you resenting love even more then when you got into the whole mess
......bc i know that we are too much a like and if we ignore or block something out enough it doesnt become real anymore we do that with all parts of our lives and we do it well, which is actually kind of sad
but when it comes to our emotions thats where we get fucked bc it means giving a part of us that we will never get back so we refuse to let love be real bc we cant control love we dont know how it will effect us or how its effecting other people but at the end of the day we love who we love regardless and we realize that we arent as tough as we think
when we see what we do when we hurt the person who loves us back it hurts us more then anything bc we know its our selfish thoughts that do it to them deliberately ......i know you too fucking well my chica and you are my only ally and the only fucking person i trust in this world weve been thrown into
it will take a very special boy to break this pattern but thats what love is it tears down every barrier , breaks all the rules, and leaves us completely vulnerable as cliche as it sounds it is absolutely true
maybe im wrong....but ill go with it for now
fuck it
......bc i know that we are too much a like and if we ignore or block something out enough it doesnt become real anymore we do that with all parts of our lives and we do it well, which is actually kind of sad
but when it comes to our emotions thats where we get fucked bc it means giving a part of us that we will never get back so we refuse to let love be real bc we cant control love we dont know how it will effect us or how its effecting other people but at the end of the day we love who we love regardless and we realize that we arent as tough as we think
when we see what we do when we hurt the person who loves us back it hurts us more then anything bc we know its our selfish thoughts that do it to them deliberately ......i know you too fucking well my chica and you are my only ally and the only fucking person i trust in this world weve been thrown into
it will take a very special boy to break this pattern but thats what love is it tears down every barrier , breaks all the rules, and leaves us completely vulnerable as cliche as it sounds it is absolutely true
maybe im wrong....but ill go with it for now
fuck it