life
I can't believe I am writing in my livejournal. I can't believe how much it made me remember. I looked at Matts LJ. - it's painful. Like this weird part of him stuck in the internet... waiting for someone to stumble across and not even know the amazing person who once wrote in it. I miss Matt. I miss Tar. I miss life being amazing and fun. I miss the friends I've let slip away for one reason or another. I miss the friends that i've let go by choice because desicions in their life were not things I could accept.... I guess I miss the old them... the fun times. Im glad that I have left a few... because it was the healthiest thing to do. But it's still sad to think of what they once were. Im glad I am sitting on the couch with what feels like a million furry critters who love me as much as i love them. Im glad I have Brit... im sad he is at work. Im sad his computer battery is dead... Im glad and sad that I am making myself go to sleep now.