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Homophobia workshops were so much funnnn. omg. i loved working with caity and tom; they are so awwwwesome. oh god but srsly i was freaking out like this whole week, thinking i better not screw up. but everything went pretty smooth actually :]]]] <-- not chins. god. anyways. my fav class was thompson's, on thursday. those kids were so fun and participated mucho. which led to more people receiving lots of candy. srsly mr. thompson and his 'hello' thing is like the most fab rad ever.
so we had our first stage crew rehearsal tonight for the musical, which i'm doing for the second time. last year i had a lot of fun and i'm excited to do it this year, plus i get community service. this is caity's first year doing this, and i'm sure she's not going to have much fun..i mean, with the ways things went tonight. because the set isn't made yet and the stage crew is not quite needed yet, bruce has told us to just watch the dancers and stuff. and omg, within the first like five minutes caity was already completely bored and saw no point in being there. even when they served food to us. well, i guess she's not a very patient girl. she then just decided she had better things to do on her sidekick, while christi and i went to sit with megan when she and the rest of the dancers were on a break. and apparently caity had taken a walk around school, and then called me to say she had been locked out. she was all like, so i guess i'm just gonna go home now. cuz i see no point in being here. w/e bye. ...and then she left. and i actually didn't wish she had stayed. i mean, people working with the musical are somewhat interested in it, even if it's just watching. w/e this just isn't caity's thing. but i don't want her to like bring me down with her uninterested boredness, cuz i acutally want to try to have a good time. i guess we'll see what happens when we actually start working.
omg another thing about caity i don't understand: why is it that whenever we're listening to something at her house and nightmare of you comes on, she always changes it?? her excuse is that she's been listening to them for like an entire week or something. BS. honestly. and when she made me a cd mix, i asked if i could have my name is trouble on it. and she's like, uhh i dunno i'll think about it. WHAT?! why would she have to think about that? i mean, any other song i ask for, she would for sure put it on the cd w/o questions. i think she said she's like protective over them or something. uhh ok...but can't other people listen to them also?? what's wrong with that? does she think then i'll start to like them, and because she's protective, she doesn't want that... even though she's ok with kelsey liking NOY. but not me?? her very best friend?? well, i do like them. and i think that anyone is open to liking them. so i got thier cd for x-mas. i didn't want caity to know, cuz i didn't know what the hell she'd do. and i tried to make sure she didn't know, but now i just don't care. honestly, i dunno why i did. i mean, if i like a band...then i like them..and i'm not going to let someone stop that cuz she's 'protective'. honestly. it's going to happen. people are going to like the same thing that other people like. sometimes i'd like to think that i'm the only one who likes a band. like it's 'mine' or something. but i know that there are others who are also interested. so i kinda get over it. but i think caity has a hard time doing that. like about avenged sevenfold. she's always like, i liked them way before anyone else did. uhh ok. but yano. they are kinda on MTV'S TRL. which is very popular. so obviously others are going to find out about them. personally, i like a band if...well, they're awesome. if i like the sound, k sweet. yano. no matter if i started to like them when they first came out or if it's after a few records have already come out. i honestly don't care. i guess other people do.
i guess lately some things about caity have been kinda frustrating to me. it's probably really lame anyways...so i hope she calls me tomorrow. only if she wants her backpack back, which is at my house..yano. caity and i usually have so much fun together. and i don't want to lose that. i just wish that we could listen to nightmare of you together and sing along. - what will it take to get you up, and dance with me in wistful heat?; don't be so unkind, i know i stole your coat.; we'll hide indoors, petrified of the world.; ...and if the musical ends up not being her thing, fine, but i'm still going to have fun.
so i probably should be sleeping right now. seeing as i'm extremely tired.
night night
so we had our first stage crew rehearsal tonight for the musical, which i'm doing for the second time. last year i had a lot of fun and i'm excited to do it this year, plus i get community service. this is caity's first year doing this, and i'm sure she's not going to have much fun..i mean, with the ways things went tonight. because the set isn't made yet and the stage crew is not quite needed yet, bruce has told us to just watch the dancers and stuff. and omg, within the first like five minutes caity was already completely bored and saw no point in being there. even when they served food to us. well, i guess she's not a very patient girl. she then just decided she had better things to do on her sidekick, while christi and i went to sit with megan when she and the rest of the dancers were on a break. and apparently caity had taken a walk around school, and then called me to say she had been locked out. she was all like, so i guess i'm just gonna go home now. cuz i see no point in being here. w/e bye. ...and then she left. and i actually didn't wish she had stayed. i mean, people working with the musical are somewhat interested in it, even if it's just watching. w/e this just isn't caity's thing. but i don't want her to like bring me down with her uninterested boredness, cuz i acutally want to try to have a good time. i guess we'll see what happens when we actually start working.
omg another thing about caity i don't understand: why is it that whenever we're listening to something at her house and nightmare of you comes on, she always changes it?? her excuse is that she's been listening to them for like an entire week or something. BS. honestly. and when she made me a cd mix, i asked if i could have my name is trouble on it. and she's like, uhh i dunno i'll think about it. WHAT?! why would she have to think about that? i mean, any other song i ask for, she would for sure put it on the cd w/o questions. i think she said she's like protective over them or something. uhh ok...but can't other people listen to them also?? what's wrong with that? does she think then i'll start to like them, and because she's protective, she doesn't want that... even though she's ok with kelsey liking NOY. but not me?? her very best friend?? well, i do like them. and i think that anyone is open to liking them. so i got thier cd for x-mas. i didn't want caity to know, cuz i didn't know what the hell she'd do. and i tried to make sure she didn't know, but now i just don't care. honestly, i dunno why i did. i mean, if i like a band...then i like them..and i'm not going to let someone stop that cuz she's 'protective'. honestly. it's going to happen. people are going to like the same thing that other people like. sometimes i'd like to think that i'm the only one who likes a band. like it's 'mine' or something. but i know that there are others who are also interested. so i kinda get over it. but i think caity has a hard time doing that. like about avenged sevenfold. she's always like, i liked them way before anyone else did. uhh ok. but yano. they are kinda on MTV'S TRL. which is very popular. so obviously others are going to find out about them. personally, i like a band if...well, they're awesome. if i like the sound, k sweet. yano. no matter if i started to like them when they first came out or if it's after a few records have already come out. i honestly don't care. i guess other people do.
i guess lately some things about caity have been kinda frustrating to me. it's probably really lame anyways...so i hope she calls me tomorrow. only if she wants her backpack back, which is at my house..yano. caity and i usually have so much fun together. and i don't want to lose that. i just wish that we could listen to nightmare of you together and sing along. - what will it take to get you up, and dance with me in wistful heat?; don't be so unkind, i know i stole your coat.; we'll hide indoors, petrified of the world.; ...and if the musical ends up not being her thing, fine, but i'm still going to have fun.
so i probably should be sleeping right now. seeing as i'm extremely tired.
night night