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[quinnstofer]

ive cried once this year so far about four months ago. its begining to feel like ill never cry again. no matter how much i try. no matter how fucked up life gets. i know thats not true but just the thought of it scares me.

i was reading your journal entries from a while ago and damn i havent had an anxiety attack like that since last summer when i was staying with my cold emotionless dad and his cold emotionless girlfriend.