For all of you who are hanging on
All you do is complain ☠
Speak for me, eyes, for my mouth can not do it for me. I open and press my lips together but not one sound can escape my lungs. I am too tired for words, that people will forget. I feel as if I’m lost because I packed away my journal, my paint, my pencils. I cant express anything I feel. I can only lie in my bed and hope someone walks in looking for me. I stare at my computer with a blank expression, feeling lost. Where are all the people I call my friends? Why don’t they call? I seem to lose my faith in people as the years go by, bit by bit. Who can I tell this to without having to explain anything else, why cant this just be it. I don’t understand how I can slip into a slump when I have done it so many times before, and I know that I could prevent it. I can’t seem to be okay with the fact that my life is changing rather fast, and all I can do is sit and wait for that change right now. I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone I thought could keep me company. It’s hard for me to believe Im 18 and I already feel as though I have missed out on something. I can’t breathe, and when I can my eyes are closed, deep breathes and gasps for air.
I wish I had wishes, wishes to wish away, so one day I wouldn’t have to wish things a certain way.©Quinn K.S
Speak for me, eyes, for my mouth can not do it for me. I open and press my lips together but not one sound can escape my lungs. I am too tired for words, that people will forget. I feel as if I’m lost because I packed away my journal, my paint, my pencils. I cant express anything I feel. I can only lie in my bed and hope someone walks in looking for me. I stare at my computer with a blank expression, feeling lost. Where are all the people I call my friends? Why don’t they call? I seem to lose my faith in people as the years go by, bit by bit. Who can I tell this to without having to explain anything else, why cant this just be it. I don’t understand how I can slip into a slump when I have done it so many times before, and I know that I could prevent it. I can’t seem to be okay with the fact that my life is changing rather fast, and all I can do is sit and wait for that change right now. I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone I thought could keep me company. It’s hard for me to believe Im 18 and I already feel as though I have missed out on something. I can’t breathe, and when I can my eyes are closed, deep breathes and gasps for air.
I wish I had wishes, wishes to wish away, so one day I wouldn’t have to wish things a certain way.©Quinn K.S