Staring into the Dark

[quinnitism]

I stare into blank darkness
the darkest of dark.
hoping to pluck something familiar from thin air
but this feeling is familiar.
loneliness.
Have I ever felt this alone before?
Yes, I have.
So whats to say the next time my loneliness will be more unbearable than this?
nothing.
I will keep the boring routine up, so long as not to fall into a comfortable hole
to not sleep the day away for the feeling of escape.
It's been a long time now, that you have been gone.
Please tell me...
do you ever plan on coming back?