Life
I like to sit back and watch people. I have been the official observer of every get together Ive been too since I can remember.
It's hard to see how people change. How the same person we have lived with over the years transforms into a totally different person. But in this reality I see hope. A chance for a better, more continuous future. I still cant fathom why more people dont have as much faith as I do-in people. I know life brings its letdowns but I have figured, I put all my faith into a person-if I see they are good inside. But for some reason its hard for other people to break that boundary with me. There is somewhat of a acceptance- that takes very long periods of time to cut through. I have found that friends who were once close- are now just acquaintances or non-existant. Friends that have not been so close in the past are starting to come around. And those who I am linked to in blood will always be just...relatives. There are some people I wish I knew better- I wish they knew me better. But thats life isnt it? We dont see everything at once.
It's hard to see how people change. How the same person we have lived with over the years transforms into a totally different person. But in this reality I see hope. A chance for a better, more continuous future. I still cant fathom why more people dont have as much faith as I do-in people. I know life brings its letdowns but I have figured, I put all my faith into a person-if I see they are good inside. But for some reason its hard for other people to break that boundary with me. There is somewhat of a acceptance- that takes very long periods of time to cut through. I have found that friends who were once close- are now just acquaintances or non-existant. Friends that have not been so close in the past are starting to come around. And those who I am linked to in blood will always be just...relatives. There are some people I wish I knew better- I wish they knew me better. But thats life isnt it? We dont see everything at once.