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He's gone. He left on Wednesday.
My boyfriend, the love of my life, the only person I ever want to be with, is gone. For at LEAST 6 months, possibly 10, maybe even more. I don't even know where he's going. HE doesn't even know where he's going. Iraq, Kuwait, Afghanistan, Africa, whatever. It's not here with me and that's not okay.
I have a lot on my mind right now.
School is not what I need. I'm on a break from work until mid September. I know I should be staying busy, but I just don't want to do ANYTHING.
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
My boyfriend, the love of my life, the only person I ever want to be with, is gone. For at LEAST 6 months, possibly 10, maybe even more. I don't even know where he's going. HE doesn't even know where he's going. Iraq, Kuwait, Afghanistan, Africa, whatever. It's not here with me and that's not okay.
I have a lot on my mind right now.
School is not what I need. I'm on a break from work until mid September. I know I should be staying busy, but I just don't want to do ANYTHING.
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.