Jun 25, 2008 10:53
So I find it frustrating when people dont seem to respect your property. I, or at least i think I do, take extra care to make sure that I use other peoples things very carefully (better than my own) and leave them in the same condition, if not better, that I got it in. but so many people treat other's property so rudely. I guess I am tired of my things getting broken, ruined, and soiled when I am going out on limb providing a friend with a favor.
So why are they making I love the New Millennium? Isn't that like "I love...Yesterday?" No?
I've been thinking about my future. More of my future after this summer is over, which unfortunately effects the rest of my future. I really dont like KU that much. Just being on campus causes all the stress muscle memory that I unintentionally relate with the campus, to be reborn in my body. Going back in the fall makes me worry that all these stresses, plus new ones to replace and amplify the old. Just relaying out into the air (or the net) is calming me, but I'm still having really severe reservations. New roommates, so forth.
I feel like I should just hold back and work, or go to washburn. I can save money and take gen eds until i find a school where I would better enjoy myself, and feel like my time spent there would be better for my money and efforts. I would probably get a better vocal education just staying in topeka than going back to lawrence.
I will be heading back in the fall, but I dont know if I'll much more time at KU. A year at the VERY most. I want to go to school with some of my close friends that werent there last year, and the close friends that I found there. Hopefully they can create a more positive outlook for my weary one now.