Caffeine induced frenzy
Perhaps I should not have drank a Dr. Pepper at 10pm tonight. But I did, and therefore I am here and posting when I should be asleep. The state of me is good! I am starting to balance out after feeling a little out of control for a while. We bought a double-wide mobile today, to replace the single-wide rental we have. I am still contemplating fighting, but not moving in any direction with that. I am riding nearly everyday right now, and giving lessons on the side. I am in charge of a big horsie event (non-SCA) in less than two weeks and I am having a super hard time getting motivated to make it the best ever, but I will kick my self in the butt next week on that. I work best under pressure anyway. I am 3 yards into a 14 yard warp of broken diamond twill, and wonder just how long that's going to take to finish, my warp weighted loom stands against the wall and looks at me accusingly while I weave on the floor loom. I just emailed off my application to a reality show "Full Metal Jousting" a few minutes ago, and now I can start freaking out a little on the inside. "What if they don't think I'm tough enough, tall enough, pretty enough, etc?" My hubby is very sweet and tells me "I'm very marketable". LOL...I'm sure that's a compliment. So now I wait to hear from them I guess, oh but I have to make a video in the next few days to send too. Let the obsessing continue.