UPDATE
even though I am completely drained, it's about time I post some sort of update blog...
Spring Break is here, but it doesn't really feel like it.
I have work all week and other plans mixed today.
The only two midterm grades that were posted are both A's.
Things were rough and dramatic today, although there are some bright spots.
I went to get a check-up (finally) for my car and it turns out there's a ton of things that need to be fixed or replaced.
I'm going to be without my car until at least Thursday.
I won't get into the other drama, it's irrelevant really.
I went to the casino and blew $40 rather quickly.
I had an okay time, but it seems like each time I go, the less and less I want to go
back.
This is probably a good thing.
The one bright spot was seeing the chiropractor.
The visit was relatively short, but I think it was for the better.
He made some adjustments, but the main story was giving me advice and some
exercises to do. I believe that in most areas of life, self-help may
actually be the most important and beneficial.
Besides Sunday night, I really have not gotten a good nights' sleep in a long time,
possibly since January or even 2008. There are a variety of reasons.
I just want the summer to be here.
On the bright side, besides getting work done for my Senior Research and
for the Weather Conference, schoolwork is actually going to be less
strenuous over the next few weeks.
Beyond that, finals are right around the corner.
I have a lot of plans. Plans for the distant future, plans for the summer
and plans for now. I'm trying to work on ways of writing these down and
preparing, but things have been too chaotic lately for me to have that
sort of order in my life.
One thing I absolutely must work on is appropriately channeling my emotions.
I need to let loose and just pour it all out.
That has not been as easy task to accomplish.
I don't want to have these emotional roller coasters.
I don't want to lash out at people or situations for no good reason.
I don't want to be overly hard on myself and make life difficult.
A lot has probably been left out from the blog, but I am completely drained right now. Woke up at 5:15 this morning.
Also APOLOGIES for that following that friend-requested format anymore. Hope my blogs are easy enough to follow.
Thanks for being there.
Thanks for being understanding.
Thanks for being friends.
Quincy
Spring Break is here, but it doesn't really feel like it.
I have work all week and other plans mixed today.
The only two midterm grades that were posted are both A's.
Things were rough and dramatic today, although there are some bright spots.
I went to get a check-up (finally) for my car and it turns out there's a ton of things that need to be fixed or replaced.
I'm going to be without my car until at least Thursday.
I won't get into the other drama, it's irrelevant really.
I went to the casino and blew $40 rather quickly.
I had an okay time, but it seems like each time I go, the less and less I want to go
back.
This is probably a good thing.
The one bright spot was seeing the chiropractor.
The visit was relatively short, but I think it was for the better.
He made some adjustments, but the main story was giving me advice and some
exercises to do. I believe that in most areas of life, self-help may
actually be the most important and beneficial.
Besides Sunday night, I really have not gotten a good nights' sleep in a long time,
possibly since January or even 2008. There are a variety of reasons.
I just want the summer to be here.
On the bright side, besides getting work done for my Senior Research and
for the Weather Conference, schoolwork is actually going to be less
strenuous over the next few weeks.
Beyond that, finals are right around the corner.
I have a lot of plans. Plans for the distant future, plans for the summer
and plans for now. I'm trying to work on ways of writing these down and
preparing, but things have been too chaotic lately for me to have that
sort of order in my life.
One thing I absolutely must work on is appropriately channeling my emotions.
I need to let loose and just pour it all out.
That has not been as easy task to accomplish.
I don't want to have these emotional roller coasters.
I don't want to lash out at people or situations for no good reason.
I don't want to be overly hard on myself and make life difficult.
A lot has probably been left out from the blog, but I am completely drained right now. Woke up at 5:15 this morning.
Also APOLOGIES for that following that friend-requested format anymore. Hope my blogs are easy enough to follow.
Thanks for being there.
Thanks for being understanding.
Thanks for being friends.
Quincy