Reflections
Lying here in hopeless wonder,
numbing pains and blackened light.
Freezing over the crystal sky,
everything fades to oblivion.
Just when hope was slowly dying,
scattered noise broke through the shield.
Breaking into a dim-lit focus,
shining color, pale blue and gray.
Rushing into an altered state,
running away from empty realities,
ripping apart all that I know,
reflections of a previous life.
Just when the least was expected,
something new came through the doors.
Leading towards an empty mattress,
joining together as not two, but one.
Sleeping towards a predawn morning,
slowly waking to endless warmth,
suddenly realizing the implication,
surprisingly predictable reflections.
Just when opinion was stated,
complications managed to develop.
Hoping that something would come,
realizing that dreams were crushed.
Pulling strings the right directions,
pressing for that final connection,
praying for dreams to come true,
pondering as eyes shut down to die.
Just when the truth was spilled,
it ended, but had never begun.
Confusion reigns above the rest,
history predicted the outcome.
Avoiding the pain to focus on one,
alleviating the stressful life,
aging slowly with sleepless nights,
almost dying to hold onto life.
Just when hope was slowly dying,
scattered noise broke through the shield.
Breaking into a dim-lit focus,
dulling blades, soft black and blue.
Reflecting on lost love and trust.
Reflecting on the fading friendship.
Reflecting on the magical dreams.
Reflecting on lost mind and control.
Lying here in hopeless wonder,
numbing pains and blackened light.
Freezing over the crystal sky,
everything fades to oblivion.
Reflections depend on the light.
Reflections leave by sudden night,
Hopes and dreams crushed my sight.
Fantasies always remain,
lies may keep you sane.
Yet truth is witnessed in the reflections.
numbing pains and blackened light.
Freezing over the crystal sky,
everything fades to oblivion.
Just when hope was slowly dying,
scattered noise broke through the shield.
Breaking into a dim-lit focus,
shining color, pale blue and gray.
Rushing into an altered state,
running away from empty realities,
ripping apart all that I know,
reflections of a previous life.
Just when the least was expected,
something new came through the doors.
Leading towards an empty mattress,
joining together as not two, but one.
Sleeping towards a predawn morning,
slowly waking to endless warmth,
suddenly realizing the implication,
surprisingly predictable reflections.
Just when opinion was stated,
complications managed to develop.
Hoping that something would come,
realizing that dreams were crushed.
Pulling strings the right directions,
pressing for that final connection,
praying for dreams to come true,
pondering as eyes shut down to die.
Just when the truth was spilled,
it ended, but had never begun.
Confusion reigns above the rest,
history predicted the outcome.
Avoiding the pain to focus on one,
alleviating the stressful life,
aging slowly with sleepless nights,
almost dying to hold onto life.
Just when hope was slowly dying,
scattered noise broke through the shield.
Breaking into a dim-lit focus,
dulling blades, soft black and blue.
Reflecting on lost love and trust.
Reflecting on the fading friendship.
Reflecting on the magical dreams.
Reflecting on lost mind and control.
Lying here in hopeless wonder,
numbing pains and blackened light.
Freezing over the crystal sky,
everything fades to oblivion.
Reflections depend on the light.
Reflections leave by sudden night,
Hopes and dreams crushed my sight.
Fantasies always remain,
lies may keep you sane.
Yet truth is witnessed in the reflections.