Sep 22, 2004 06:08
I got a shirt yesterday from Miss Jennie.
It has a picture of an orange on the front with arms spread out and the words say
"SQUEEZE ME".
It's my favorite shirt, along with my "Hello, I love you" one.
I've found that I've been letting myself be defined by the people around me. I'm letting them decide who I am. After coming to this I realized that I seriously don't like that. At the same time however I know that if I were to abandon those ways and be left with the responsibility of 'defining' myself.. I would go crazy. Depending on another human being leaves you free of discovering and deciding who you are...
Kathryn said I've changed a lot because of the people around me.. Not that it's a bad thing just that I am changing because of other people not because I'm trying to change. Although, I'm quite happy with the changes and they aren't harming me. I think that if I didn't like the change and they were bad for me I wouldn't have changed...