Mozart was crazy. Flat fucking crazy.
Some things:
1. Still frustrated. Don't know where to go with it or what to do with it, but oh well.
2. Had a very very very very disturbing dream last night, something that is getting to me more than I really care to admit. Said dream was both extremely personal, and not about me. I hate my subconscious. I really really really do. Now even my -subconscious- is making me feel guilty.
3. Signed up for au_bigbang, writing Ender's Game AU fic. I doubt I'll actually be able to -hit- 15000 words, but what the hell. Girl can dream.
4. There's more on my mind than I'm saying. I just can't seem to get any of it out, and the longer it's in there, the worse it's getting. I'm not the person I was last year, nor am I the person I want to be. The harder I try to get back to who I was, the more I seem to get away from it.
5. I miss you. Yes, you. Even if I haven't actually talked to you in weeks, months, or years, I miss you. I'd like to know what you're doing, and how you're doing.
1. Still frustrated. Don't know where to go with it or what to do with it, but oh well.
2. Had a very very very very disturbing dream last night, something that is getting to me more than I really care to admit. Said dream was both extremely personal, and not about me. I hate my subconscious. I really really really do. Now even my -subconscious- is making me feel guilty.
3. Signed up for au_bigbang, writing Ender's Game AU fic. I doubt I'll actually be able to -hit- 15000 words, but what the hell. Girl can dream.
4. There's more on my mind than I'm saying. I just can't seem to get any of it out, and the longer it's in there, the worse it's getting. I'm not the person I was last year, nor am I the person I want to be. The harder I try to get back to who I was, the more I seem to get away from it.
5. I miss you. Yes, you. Even if I haven't actually talked to you in weeks, months, or years, I miss you. I'd like to know what you're doing, and how you're doing.