Forget this cold Bohemian hell.
I'm thinking of taking a vacation.
I'm not talking about a vacation where I go somewhere, run around like a crazy person, and see fifteen million things and come home more tired than when I left. No. I'm talking about a vacation from the world. A vacation where I don't talk to anyone, just sit with some books, some music, and lots and lots of time to try and figure out what the hell is going on with my life.
There are a lot of Really Heavy things that've been going on in my head for quite a while, and I would really like to be at least closer to figuring out something. I know it's not going to be easy, I know that two days isn't enough, but I would like a couple days where I don't have to deal with anything or anyone where I can sit back and just -think-.
Probably a pipe dream, but I can try.
I'm not talking about a vacation where I go somewhere, run around like a crazy person, and see fifteen million things and come home more tired than when I left. No. I'm talking about a vacation from the world. A vacation where I don't talk to anyone, just sit with some books, some music, and lots and lots of time to try and figure out what the hell is going on with my life.
There are a lot of Really Heavy things that've been going on in my head for quite a while, and I would really like to be at least closer to figuring out something. I know it's not going to be easy, I know that two days isn't enough, but I would like a couple days where I don't have to deal with anything or anyone where I can sit back and just -think-.
Probably a pipe dream, but I can try.