Sep 25, 2006 14:39
Thursday AJ stopped out to see me at work and informed me he was going out that night, and since we hadn't hung out in a while, I figured I would head out too. We went to the bar and there were all these military guys there for some reason, so I made friends with all them and although they were all kind of tools, they were pretty fun. Dustin was out that night and I talked to him for a while and we made plans to meet up at Brandon's wedding reception on Saturday.
Friday I worked. Not too much exciting happened. Ranae was in town so we went out looking for something to do, but it seems that every time we get together the rest of the world decides to take a nap and there is nothing to do. So we went out for like one drink and then went home.
Saturday I worked again. It rained most of the day so I closed at four and went golfing with james. Went out to the reception around 7-ish. Got to see nic which I was really happy about because I hadn't seen him in ages. Chatted with him a bit, but not nearly as much as I would have liked, but it was a family event, so I kind of expected that. Anyhow, I met some cool people who I had always heard about through Nic but never really knew. Hung out with Dustin most of the evening. And now I'm really confused about what's going on there.
So, Dustin. I knew him when I was in 8th grade I think. He was in high school at the time, and I'm not really sure how I even knew him. Anyway, I always had this big crush on him, but then he moved away to somewhere. I happened to run into him about a month ago at a wedding reception. I was pretty drunk that night. We talked for a while, exchanged phone numbers, and then I don't know what. I saw him again like a week later. I think it was the night that me and B got so wasted and B ended up walking home from Tom's house. I didn't really talk to dustin much that night, and it's probably for the best. Then I saw him again the next weekend, at a different wedding reception, and we talked a little, but I was in a pissy mood, what with the dying grandfather and the people I was with pissing me off. So finally I run into him on this past thursday night and we talk for a while, make a little bit of plans for the weekend. Friday night we send a few text messages and whatnot.
So, things are going good, but I do the Amy thing and end up getting a little drunk and sleeping with him over the weekend. So, today, I do what I always do when I sleep with someone. I see if they are on myspace, and if they are, I check things out. And if my suspicions are correct, Dustin is probably cheating on his long distance girlfriend, with me. He just moved back here from Hawaii a few months ago because he was/is in the army. But maybe they aren't even together anymore. I'm really not sure. His myspace thing says he is single. Hers says she is in a relationship. The last time she left him a comment was in like july, and he hasn't left her any. She has all kinds of pictures of him all over her page and stuff though. yes, I realize how crazy this all makes me sound, but hey, it's what I do. I doubt I am the only person who does this.
The thing I like about Dustin, is he doesn't make me nervous. Sometimes I get nervous around guys because I think I'm not good enough for them. sometimes I get nervous around guys because I know they aren't good enough for me. With him, it's neither. Maybe that's because I already know him though. I don't know. He doesn't seem like the type that would be a cheater. I guess I'll just have to wait this one out and see how it goes.
Anyhow, he may or may not have a girlfriend. If he does it makes me a little sad because when I woke up sunday morning I saw the tattoo on his back which I hadn't noticed the night before, and boys with tattoos are my very favorite kind.