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I'm so fucking aggravated right now. Like aggravated to the point of tears. It's pretty ridiculous actually. This is like PMS hormonal but that's another problem al-fucking-together. I wish I knew what was going on.
Don't call here, ask for someone to help you and then ask to talk to someone else just because you don't think I know what I'm talking about. I told you twice you could talk to me. Apparently the only people who know how to unclog a central vacuum system are the ones who fucking installed it. You are a stupid fuck who just doesn't want to listen to me because I sound young. If you'd shut the fuck up for a second and listen to the fucking words that are coming out of my mouth, you'd know that I'm trying to help. Fine, if you wanna wait til they're here monday afternoon, do that. I could give a fuck. There are so many men who call here and get all fucking high and mighty when a woman answers the phone. Sexist pieces of shit.
I dunno what my problem is. I haven't felt great for a while. Shit's not going as scheduled. Half of the time I can't be bothered to hang out with people but I dread being alone. I'm taking things too personally. I'm afraid it's gonna start pushing people away when all I really want is to stop acting like that and start understanding that not everything stems from the fact that sometimes I think I'm not good enough. Apparently I am good enough. That's been made obvious to me so many times but sometimes it's so hard to believe it. And I know it's frustrating for people around me. I shouldn't have to be reminded of how they feel about me but I swear to you I don't do it on purpose. I'd knock it off if I could.
If this little kid comes in here one more time to look at the parrot without asking I'm gonna fucking scream. He's lucky the doorbell isn't working like it usually does.
I really don't wanna work by myself tomorrow. If people are gonna be ridiculous and difficult, I really don't have the energy for it.
Don't call here, ask for someone to help you and then ask to talk to someone else just because you don't think I know what I'm talking about. I told you twice you could talk to me. Apparently the only people who know how to unclog a central vacuum system are the ones who fucking installed it. You are a stupid fuck who just doesn't want to listen to me because I sound young. If you'd shut the fuck up for a second and listen to the fucking words that are coming out of my mouth, you'd know that I'm trying to help. Fine, if you wanna wait til they're here monday afternoon, do that. I could give a fuck. There are so many men who call here and get all fucking high and mighty when a woman answers the phone. Sexist pieces of shit.
I dunno what my problem is. I haven't felt great for a while. Shit's not going as scheduled. Half of the time I can't be bothered to hang out with people but I dread being alone. I'm taking things too personally. I'm afraid it's gonna start pushing people away when all I really want is to stop acting like that and start understanding that not everything stems from the fact that sometimes I think I'm not good enough. Apparently I am good enough. That's been made obvious to me so many times but sometimes it's so hard to believe it. And I know it's frustrating for people around me. I shouldn't have to be reminded of how they feel about me but I swear to you I don't do it on purpose. I'd knock it off if I could.
If this little kid comes in here one more time to look at the parrot without asking I'm gonna fucking scream. He's lucky the doorbell isn't working like it usually does.
I really don't wanna work by myself tomorrow. If people are gonna be ridiculous and difficult, I really don't have the energy for it.