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[quiltpunk]

i wanted to be drunk last night
once and awhile i'll crave it
not just the booze itself
but that oblivion
and chaos
not just of the night
but part of it was the next day
that fog and confusion
where am i?
who was that?
is there soup in the cupboard?
do i have any smokes left?

i drank a few years away
funny how meeting chris flipped me over
(get your minds out of there)
quit drinking
quit smoking

it was a combination of that and the S/m though
that can be an addiction in itself yes?
yes
quiting one thing works better if you switch it out for something else
now?
i guess i am addicted to my family

woah