I survived the 6K!

[quiltedkitten]

So yesterday I wrote an essay that was due at 3 yesterday and went to all my classes and weights and had a six kilometer ergometer test. My average split was 2.06.8.... so on average my 500 meter speed was 2 minuets and 7 seconds. So, I went to sleep last night around 10 and woke up around 7, which would have been great except I can't sleep through the night anymore. I wake up like three hours before my alarm now or randomly at two and then can't sleep well after that. Oh well. I didn't do well on my math midterm. What hurts is I spent like 4 hours before studying and yet just felt so dumb sitting there I couldn't remember what I had studied. Its like everything is unraveling now at the very end... I wish class would end before I screw myself over! I just don't know how to stop it... I'm burning up... like I feel sick, and it is just so cold. I don't know how to feel better. Sleep isn't possible. I don't have that kind of time.

When it comes to boys I don't know what is happening. I have all these guys that I talk to in my classes and do homework with and all that.. .so they all gave me their numbers but I'm pretty sure that doesn't really mean anything. I wish it did. So yeah.

I'm happy I have all these random mixes from our collection of music. They are fun to listen to.

Oh, and while every other girl on crew is loosing weight I'm gaining... life is good, but I need to work on remembering that. I did get my bike back. And I'm on top of most things finally. So maybe I'll be ok. I want my J-crew shirts. And thankfully mommy is visiting this weekend!