May 04, 2005 09:11
So I'm happy now. I'm in a good mood, everything I was worried about doesn't seem important, and the sun is shining. Bi-polar, anyone? It's delicious on rye toast.
I just have to finish this last final essay, which is like pulling teeth on a tyranosaurus rex. No, not a dead one, a live one. And then I'm done with junior year. wow.
Everyone around me is saying the same thing lately. I don't know why we're all so surprised; we've been saying this since junior year of high school. "Where has the year gone? Can you believe we're almost ...." I wish that we would really understand how fast life goes by, and how important (and unimportant) things are. That sentence was really unclear. I hope you got it. I include myself in the we I mentioned earlier. I'm just as clueless as everyone else, really. I think we take a lot for granted that's gone very quickly, but we spend so much of our energy worrying about things that will seem very unimportant in a few years. We'll be dead and our grandchildren will be in college or having kids of their own very very soon in cosmic time. Makes you wonder why you're wasting your few precious hours on earth on trivialities.
No, this isn't a call to arms for my favorite cause. I'm not even sure if I have one. It's a stream-of-consciousness revelation of what's on my mind today. Just so you know. ;) Can't wait to spend more time with my friends and family now that summer's almost here. I hope you have something you're looking forward to too. There should always be something to look forward to.