transfer to warmer climates
So it appears that May 9th(?) will be my last day as a student at West Chester University. As long as all goes right and well, I will work my 2 jobs in the summer, then at the theater alone for 3 months when in November I will begin school at Full Sail in Florida. what is Full Sail? its a college in Florida and instead of me explaining it jsut go to www.fullsail.com . but u wont do that so you'll jsut have to wonder then i guess. as excited as i am to be doing this, i'm really sad to leave here and my "family". our little group of friends is the family i refer to. its gonna suck not seeing them everyday and hanging out and being stupid and blowing up 400 balloons for Mary's birthday again next year. but ill have to deal with just talking online.
speaking of Mary's birthday i got sort of depressed that night at seeing her so happy at the one moment. again hard to explain. but it made me wonder. if schadenfreude is feeling happiness at the misfortunes of others....whats the opposite? whats feeling depressed at the happiness of others. is it as simple as Jealousy? Envy? or is it simply depressed? cant be that. maybe its just Missing Out? whatever it is, its definitely a state of mind that hurts.
eh, im done. wasted time on here.
speaking of Mary's birthday i got sort of depressed that night at seeing her so happy at the one moment. again hard to explain. but it made me wonder. if schadenfreude is feeling happiness at the misfortunes of others....whats the opposite? whats feeling depressed at the happiness of others. is it as simple as Jealousy? Envy? or is it simply depressed? cant be that. maybe its just Missing Out? whatever it is, its definitely a state of mind that hurts.
eh, im done. wasted time on here.