Long Due Message
I am back in Philadelphia after various trips. I took the rest of last week off due to illness and decompression. The decompression didn't really work, though, since I slept through it. Spent most of my awake time with Ross which led to my withdrawing from him today. I guess it was just a little too much Ross and not enough me. I think he got a little frustrated with me as I was reading more to block him out than because I wanted to read so that when he asked me what I wanted to do I said "nothing" or said nothing. But then he asked me to come nap with him and I agreed and I got some thinking in (no napping) and realized that what I had needed all along was to get some thinking in. Then we talked some and I think he's less frustrated with me, but now we're both very tired. I'll be going home soon so that I can get to bed on time and get to work tomorrow. It's a little strange to think that I'll actually be going to work. It's been so long. I wish I didn't have the vestiges of this cold lingering on and that I had slept better last night so that I wouldn't be so damn tired right now. I'm not relishing the idea of driving home.