Separation Anxiety
So tomorrow is the day that I’m suppose to leave Angelus for a few..couple hours, to go see a movie with Ed. My mom is the babysitter. I’m having separation anxiety; I’ve had it since he was born. I started crying while he was gone for his hearing test in the hospital the day after he was born; I went and tracked him down even though I could hardly walk. Angelus is just over a month now and I’m going back to work in April. I need to start working up to being away from him; I’m crying just thinking about it. I know it’s normal, but it hurts. Thank the Gods I’m only going back to work part time. I wonder if he will miss me, pathetic I know. It’s just past midnight and I hear Angelus starting to fuss, he is about ready for one of his middle of the night feedings. It was tough at first, but now I’m so used to getting up..I don’t want him to not depend on me. He is only a month old and it seems like he is growing up so fast.
I’m more tired that I think.
I’m more tired that I think.