Fuck you
I hate this normal day to day bullshit life I lead I can't fucking stand it anymore I stay here thinking things will get better but they do just remain the fucking same day in day out and Im sick of this Im sick of all your bullshit. Im sick of all the I love you's, Im sick of the smiling face in front of me, Im sick of giving a shit about anything anymore, Im sick of being affraid, Im sick of the bullshit I have to deal with. I get the cold shoulder from it all, I get this fake fucking wish things will change I need to leave this place once and for all fuck all the bullshit. Playing games all day long not really giving a shit about what you want, not giving a shit about what really matters Im fucking discusted with it all, Im tired, I have played this game for far to long and am getting fucking sick of it all, I have been thinking now more than ever that maybe I should just give up but the only thing holding strong is my ability to say "FUCK YOU!" in big bold words, "I care" blah blah blah, bullshit, you don't care you don't know and you won't ever I need to escape my life more than ever, I go fucking crazy every 2 fucking seconds of my day and fuck that, I don't want to be like this anymore, cause the simple fact of the matter is NO ONE FUCKING CARES! Why you ask brings me to my poor conclusion cause its true, Im tired of this life, Im tired of being the way I am no one gives a shit nor will they ever I hate this fucking journal more than anything right now, wanna just take off and never look back, and so my loyal readers this is what I may just do, take off running and never look back why? CAUSE IS DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE, "its all in your head" "your full of shit" "blah fucking blah" bullshit the lot of it, EAT ME! FUCK YOU! NOT A FUCKING WORD! What do you fucking care I mean really, don't say some sappy shit cause I've heard it all before I am the bitter god hatting life hatting lonely stupid fat fuck that I am and I don't want to care about anything anymore! This is my entry to myself, you want me to post truthfully, good here it is my post F-U-C-K Y-O-U! Can you hear it, I hope so, long run lots of fun, in the end no one cares this is my life, these are my thoughts this is my entry to myself FUCK YOU ANGEL! GO FUCK YOURSELF! GIVE IT UP CAUSE NO ONE CARES!! This is just the half of my thoughts, this is just the moment I enjoy right now, don't like it STOP READING! Fuck you Angel, Fuck you big time!