[locked from her parents]

May 03, 2010 11:04

I've lost people I've cared about. This town has taken so many people from me. People I've loved. All I want is to be able to hold onto someone or something before I die.

Recently, I told someone that while living in Chicago is hard, it's worth it.

This city is killing me. The stress is literally killing me.

Taylor Barnam is worth it.

Tay taught me what it means to care about people. She taught me what it means to respect. She taught me that it's okay to want something for myself. She taught me, in a way, how little difference there is between an angel and a demon. She taught me how much my life is worth.

She taught me so much, and I had only known her for six months.

She was worth it, but I'm so afraid things are only going to get worse. I'm not sure I can handle worse. I'm not sure I can handle this.
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