Jan 18, 2005 21:59
There's so many problem in everybodys life right now. It's really fucked up.
I should be so happy that it's end of the first semester. I should be so happy only 5 months to go.
I'm not happy about how this is all ending.
I'm not happy with our group of friends anymore.
I'm not happy with how nobody is talking to people that they "used" to like.
If you like somebody, fucking say it. Stop doing this stupid shit to everybody else.
Grant, I said you were annoying. I was having a bad day, I'm sorry, but get over it.
This is not the way that I would have imagined my last year of high school...would be so frustrating.
That my only group of friends, my best friends, would fall apart in such a horrible way.
You all need to start talking to each other about everying.
You all need to tell people your problems.
You can start with me, I'll be the target. I'm a bitch, yeah. Ohkay.
I'm selfish, yeah, ohkay.
I'm a jealous person, yeah, ohkay.
I say things, a lot of the time, that I don't mean, and they end up hurting people.
Yeah, ohkay.
Now start to look at yourself
See how you've changed.
See how all of this is affecting the people around you.
Stop being so GOD DAMN SELFISH AND REALIZE THAT YOU'RE THE FUCKING PROBLEM
YOU'RE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE TEARING US APART.
YOU NEED TO SUCK UP YOUR PRIDE, AND FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.
All of you. All of us. Everybody.