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so really, the last couple of months have taught me alot about things that i didnt even realize i could learn, or would have to. none of them really have to do with my classes, most of them have to do with people.
let me start by saying that anything you have feared, from death, to sickness, to spiders or lightning, is all BS and forget about it, cause thats not what you should be worrying about. i'm going to sound realllllly cynical for just a moment, but if i can't be cynical here i cant be cynical anywhere. being cynical is what journals are for. so here goes. i have come to the realization that the only thing one should truly fear is...dun dun dun...people. no really. other people have the power to turn your life absolutely upside down, and you wont even know it until it happens, and you wouldnt think that it could happen. but it does, everywhere, all the time. honestly, i had been seeing signs about it all summer long, but what i was worried about from those signs was wayyyyy off. its a freaky thing to have to learn. important, but freaky. and its bindboggling just how much harm and pain and manipulation one person can do by just one simple act. let me explain a little bit the two instances i am mainly referring to. the first i am an outsider looking in, the second i know first hand. but i am actually out of time and i have to finish this later, so peace out and i'll explain soon :)
thanks for bearing with my sketchy cynicalness
let me start by saying that anything you have feared, from death, to sickness, to spiders or lightning, is all BS and forget about it, cause thats not what you should be worrying about. i'm going to sound realllllly cynical for just a moment, but if i can't be cynical here i cant be cynical anywhere. being cynical is what journals are for. so here goes. i have come to the realization that the only thing one should truly fear is...dun dun dun...people. no really. other people have the power to turn your life absolutely upside down, and you wont even know it until it happens, and you wouldnt think that it could happen. but it does, everywhere, all the time. honestly, i had been seeing signs about it all summer long, but what i was worried about from those signs was wayyyyy off. its a freaky thing to have to learn. important, but freaky. and its bindboggling just how much harm and pain and manipulation one person can do by just one simple act. let me explain a little bit the two instances i am mainly referring to. the first i am an outsider looking in, the second i know first hand. but i am actually out of time and i have to finish this later, so peace out and i'll explain soon :)
thanks for bearing with my sketchy cynicalness