long ago.....
Long ago I made my last entry in my LJ. So much has happened in my life that it is overwelming at times. Quick list:
*nervous breakdown day after Thanksgiving 2006 = 8 hours in ER
*treatment on knees was shot in each,once a week for six weeks. By week three needed time off from work.
*put in for time off...they said I never did = when I came back after three weeks NO JOB (now 2007)
*marriage on rocks = me leaving when no real support at home (Feb)
*living with good friend (Niki)
*buy booth at GARF
*divorce (July)
*new job..part time but my knees can't handle much more than that
*holidays really hard
This year has been better but still real hard. Niki and I are in second year at GARF. Knees are painful,no insurance,so no doctor to see what can be done.
Didn't realize how much I'd miss having a relationship. Yes the intimate part is missed, but just having someone to hold me and lie and tell me everything will be okay is more missed.
Know that in time I will find someone again.
Good note I did lose between 30 and 35 pounds last year.
*nervous breakdown day after Thanksgiving 2006 = 8 hours in ER
*treatment on knees was shot in each,once a week for six weeks. By week three needed time off from work.
*put in for time off...they said I never did = when I came back after three weeks NO JOB (now 2007)
*marriage on rocks = me leaving when no real support at home (Feb)
*living with good friend (Niki)
*buy booth at GARF
*divorce (July)
*new job..part time but my knees can't handle much more than that
*holidays really hard
This year has been better but still real hard. Niki and I are in second year at GARF. Knees are painful,no insurance,so no doctor to see what can be done.
Didn't realize how much I'd miss having a relationship. Yes the intimate part is missed, but just having someone to hold me and lie and tell me everything will be okay is more missed.
Know that in time I will find someone again.
Good note I did lose between 30 and 35 pounds last year.